Lucky Day

It could be so easy for you to please me...so how come you tease me!!!!

Gotta be aggressive!

Next week I must put on a brave face! 🙅

I think I finally get it...

The more you live, the more you learn.

I've spent most of my life trying to fit into a mold

Someone who is nice, someone who doesn't put up with sh*t.

The list goes on and on.

No matter how I tried to listen, try to ignore... I never felt at peace with my decisions.

There was always a constant back and forth, second guessing.

I review the evolution of my life and feel quite content now.

Thank you to those special individuals who have stood beside me,

thank you to those who have walked away.

I will stop saying I don't expect anything in return because I do.

I will stop saying don't worry about it because it gets on my nerves.

I will stop saying it's ok because it really isn't okay.

And I will stop saying sorry because I am done apologizing for being myself.

The more I learn about myself, the less I feel I should have to apologize.

(This doesn't mean I am too proud to apologize when I am wrong, wrong is wrong.)

Saying sorry doesn't always makes things better, it's only temporarily.

It's the action that follows the confrontation.

I have incredible friends, and I am learning to appreciate the individuals who go for what they want,

and have no regrets about it.

Those individuals place less blame on others,

because they take happiness into their own hands and do not put themselves last.

Dammit, I want some of that happiness too!

By no means am I intentionally leaving people in the dust,

it is simply asking others to join me because I need to put my life in gear.

So, what who wants to dance to the beat of my drum? or life's drum to be exact!

she is amazing...L.O.V.E dance to the beat of my drum!

- Loving You Is Easy

Sarah McLachlan

She is so AMAZING! Simply beautiful! I can go on and on about this woman and her music but it's easier to understand the admiration after listening to her music! :D Enjoy!

Exhausted!

I believe this is the most busy I have been in quite some time. Hopefully in October things will slow down, but I highly doubt it. It's good to be busy right? Lol like everyone says-"you don't have much longer!" that is so true. I am excited...let's hope I don't run out of gas before reaching the finish life. Lol

Loved You Tonight...John West's Sexy New Music Video

My baby sister likes to send me songs...not just any kind of songs...songs that she knows will make me think of Anthony when I listen to the lyrics and I must say...she's good! I absolutely LOVE this song! :) The easy and relax feel of the songs reminds me of the love Anthony and I share. :) He brings a peace and calm to my life when I am frazzled and stressed out. It doesn't get any better than that right? Thank you God, for blessing me with this wonderful love. ^_^ Everyone have a blessed day and remember that you too are loved!

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I am ready...