Mrs.Sonita Williams

So today is my last day of service learning. It's somewhat bitter sweet because the agency I got assigned too is so super sweet. I actually looked forward to coming to my supervisor daily because she was such a radiant and positive lady. Her name, you guess it...Mrs.Sonita Williams! She is the administrator of SU Office of Publications and E.Media. She's so cheerful and bright, always happy. I love this about her because in general I am a pretty pessimistic person. lol  And she likes to HUG!!! So I get free hugs everyday I come see her. haha She makes me smile when I think of her. I am not sure of her exact age but I would guess early 40's...but she has the spirit of a twenty year old! I accidentally broke her mug the first day I worked for her but she didn't even get mad! haha >__< I am such a klutz! Well she has me answering  phone calls on my last day, the most she has ever asked me to do. lol I got her this really cute ZEBRA mug to make up for the one I broke! ( i'll post pic later) I hope she likes it, I included a bottle of nail polish and some gum because those were the 2 things she ever mentioned or asked me for while I was here so I thought it be nice to add it in her little gift bag I made for her. I hope she smiles when she opens it because it's the same exact feeling I get when I open her office door! ^__^ I'll definitely be back for my last 20hrs. How can I not when this lady sits and plays tetris on her computer when there's no mandatory staff meeting! hahaha

oh..she has this wonderful quote on her desk I like to share...because it's so incredibly TRUE!
"SO, DON'T WORRY ABOUT PEOPLE FROM YOUR PAST, THERE'S A REASON WHY THEY DIDN'T MAKE IT TO YOUR FUTURE."

lets keep this to ourselves.

I have nothing right now, my mind is thoughtless.
My heart is overwhelmed.
I have no reason to be unhappy.
Yet I can not seem to do anything but frown.
There is this darkness that grows in me.
Every morning I wake to find myself in misery.
I hear everything, but feel nothing.
I am weak and tired.
I am ill.
My spirit is broken and I have no will to carry on.
What is this darkness in me?
Someone please, ignite a fire that will burn this sadness and free my soul.
There is a sadness in me that no one can comprehend.
It's not a place or feeling that physical hands can grip.

It's just the sadness in me.

 

takes some getting use to...

So I am trying out Blogspot since all my buddies have also made the move. It's somewhat taking me a little time to get use to all the settings and what not. I am sure I'll eventually get the hang of it. Hopefully this will be a new home for my random thoughts. lol