CLicK!

it's getting to that point,

my back up against the wall

you give me no room to run

yet when we are face to face

all you give me is a blank return

this really makes me want to punch you in the face

but in reality i just want to give you a hug

what is it that you want

what is it that your heart desires

can you not be decisive about the things you heart

c'mon now

lets all be adults here

if you keep pushing me up against this wall

i will retaliate

i will kick you in the knee

so when you are down

i can run, run run run

and as you look up at me

i'll give you the finger and laugh

laugh in mockery

because i was the caged bird

now set free

BAHAHAHAAA...I've official lost it today! Amen.

But now our hearts are falling apart...-Little Boots

Ladytron - Tomorrow

Freeze tomorrow....


Something found while browsing youtube. I really like their sound...it's mellow...good beat...good for cleaning day...or just wanna have an easy day! :)

Jason Castro - Somewhere Over The Rainbow - Studio Version

To my dear little best friend...thank you for the card..
And more importantly your love. ^__^
This song makes me think of you...because you are like a bottle of hope.
I can carry you in my pocket, and when I am running low on hope...
All I have to do is open it and take some of you out...
To remind me smile, to be happy, and to keep going! I LOVE YOU! :)

New Heights

         As I reflect on  2010..the past, present and furture so much has happened and will happen...not for myself but for the ones I care and love most! There have been unfortunate events and life changing events! I am so excited for everyone! Even though there has been a death in my family, I am so proud of those who are dealing with the death of a father and I wish them the best and pray they have the strength to keep going in life...to fulfill their father's dream to see his children succeed! I know he is so proud of you guys!
    
       Another heavy hitter this summer...to one of my best friends...she has blossomed like never before! Weakened by her own fears in the past, this summer she has gone face to face with some of her demons and is still fighting and striving for the best...the best in life and the best in herself. It's great to watch people grow, it's a beautiful thing because we are all so scared of change. Keep going lil lady...the possibilities are endless and because your heart is so pure...God will watch over you and his love will translate through you to those who's life seem dim! I love u!

      And to another family member/best friend...I am so glad you are READY! Ready for all that is rightfully yours in life! Ahhh....the excitement you feel in your heart is what I feel too! You just have no idea, all the great things that await in the new life God has planned for you too! Your life before was an obstacle course and a test of character to prepare you for the greatness you are meant to have in this life! It's gonna be AMAZING! I love you! Stay strong...like you've told me...this is the "Good Struggle" :)

     Of course I can't leave out my hunny bunny AntoniO! tehehe After a year of sitting on his butt, he's back in school! A few of my friends often say "it's awesome you got him to go back n finish school," of course I would like to take all the credit but in reality I believe that only you...yourself can make yourself do anything! Therefore, all the credit belongs to him. I am so proud of him. It's funny, it almost feels like a mother sending her child off to school...it's that kind of feeling. bahaha So corny, I know! But I am most happy to see that he is stepping up to the plate to do something about his life, his future. Go baby, GO!

    Honestly...I could keep writing...because so many people around me have blossom this year. Out of fertilizer grows flowers and fruits. :) bahaha Seriously! to be cont....

what are friends for...

Apparently...not much these days. Tonight, I witnessed a broken heart. I could be wrong, but if those were my shoes...my heart would be in a million pieces. Sure, we might have plans...things come up...or we simply do not feel like taking the time out for others sometimes...but really!??!!! Do you not have the decency to pick up the phone and be like "Yo,can't make it" or simply say No in the first place...don't act like you care when you really don't. I'm not mad at their actions because everyone is human...we are selfish...but it makes me sad to see someone who actually cares surrounded by these phony ass people! Their friendship is directly a benefit to only the other person. It made me really sad tonight..words almost can't describe the way I feel about the situation. People, please...if you want to be a good friend  to someone...just be truthful! And truthful to yourself whether you are worthy of being associated with such a great capacity to care and love others beyond themselves. Tonight amazed me...how cold the world has become...just amazing...

OneRepublic - Secrets

This time, don't need another perfect line....