It's good to have old friends....

old friends keep you grounded...

and they know the innocent side of you

they usually say the right thing

to help you understand

to help you grow

and what a wonderful feeling that is :)

 

"it's not holding your tongue or being fake

its just being adaptive to people's personalities" -D.S.

Rihanna - Complicated (Lyrics on Screen)

this song applies to all kinds of relationships...i like it!!!

A Moment of Inspiration-

LET IT OUT, LET IT OUT! Let your true feelings out and consume you.
And once you have awaken from your deep sleep of fear, embrace the new you.
Be ready to love again, feel again, live again!
The road less taken is less taken for a reason.
It has no mercy for the weak and no patients for the lonely.
Though these feelings are allowed,
if it consumes you...
you must rise or be taken down to the deep, dark hollows of the ground.
Where you do no deserve the sun light but to be shamed by the darkness.
Cruel? Yes! But it is there, where you lie in fear that you will realize.
Awaken! It is only there that you will fight!
Fight for AIR!
And when your lungs are all filled with air, it is then that you will realize...
You are all you've got.
And if you do not fight for yourself,
you will only rot.

is it time?

I think it's time...
time to cut back, time to cut off
we're bumping heads, clash of personalities
too much talk, too much mess
too many expectation and let downs
i'm quite exhausted. i never complained.
but now i think it's time
time i let you go
if you like to be taken seriously
maybe you should act more like an adult
stop hiding behind your insecurities
just because you can hide your truth better
it doesn't make you any better
i'm not perfect, you're not perfect
but can you own up to being imperfect?
it's our third eye, i swear
the one that sees weakness
can we really live happily the way we are?
i believe so
if that makes me ignorant, so be it
but i, myself am ok with that
if you can not handle it then that's fine too
stop seeing with your third eye
people will eventually be afraid to come close
own up to who you are
before you start to tell others how they should be
no one is 100% happy with their life
but some can admit that and continue
they do not look to the past or the future to make up for the now
they simply live
not worrying about what others may agree upon as the 'good life'
but only worrying about one's life

RANDOM!

Even Angels have their wicked schemes and you take that to new extremes...


I wish I would have heard Rihanna's version first...but I still love both songs!

Anyways....tonight my post is about...LOVE! lol Yes, what else right? j/j

Girls, what is our strength? Our vagina of course! lol
I want to encourage the female youth to wait...wait as long as you can!!!
Sure, sex is a beautiful thing.
It is shared between complete strangers in a night
or by two lovers embracing one another.
But when should a female give it up? (guys don't answer that)
Remember when you were a little girl,
and your mom told you about being a "FLOWER"
Of course at the time, we roll our eyes.
Wonder why this conversation is taking place.
But little do we know, it is our mother's only way of protecting us.
The only way she can teach us to save ourselves.
Hard to realize this at the time.
But when you take the time to play everything back,
you're MOMA is always right about this stuff! lol
Our mothers can not save us from heartache,
or choose the age and person we chose to "give" our virginity to.
However, my mother did teach me to be smart!
Sometimes we can not deny who we are.
Some of us are straight out nymphoes! LMAO!
(you know who you are! >_< )
And sometimes we are not blessed with a "mother"
but we can still learn to respect ourselves.
It doesn't mean you have to close your legs til marriage!
It just means be smart about who you choose to sleep with!
A man will not respect something he doesn't have to work for!
It's true, and it's something that will never change!
SO LADIES, STOP THINKING YOUR PUSSY HAS MAGICAL POWERS!
Well it does, but in the sense that it can make a guy respect you
because you volunteer your hooha!
NOT TRUE, NOT IN A HUNDRED YEARS!
Save yourself the time and learn to subside your sexual urges!
Sometimes out of hormonal frustration, I tell myself I should have been born a guy.
In reality, I love being a woman.
I get to wear all these pretty dresses! LMAO J/K
We are so beautiful, we can be rare.
In today's society, if you are not putting out right away...you are RARE!
Embrace your POWER!
Your ability to have SELF CONTROL!
Now that is my definition of PUSSY POWER!
We only appreciate what we work hard for, not what easily comes!

-Thanks mom, you have taught me well. I am only strong because you are strong for me. You are enduring and patient. You may be crazy, but I can't wait to be a great mom like you one day :) lol

the little voice

you know that feeling...
when the silence creeps up your spine and engulfs your mind...
your deepest, the darkest comes to light
there is no where to hide because there is no where the light doesn't reach
things slowly sink in and you feel you've walked a thousand footsteps
pacing back and forth, wearing in the soles
for a second you think to make a run for it
but in that second, your feet weigh a hundred pounds
so there you stand, blinded by the darkness
how is it so, you could have sworn
sworn you banish these thoughts and feelings to never ever land
but no, there it stands, staring at you
every move you make, it follows
puzzled, you then realize
it has been you all along, your worst enemy, your biggest fear
then yor close your eyes, clench your fist
say a prayer and hope to wake up from the nightmare
but no matter how you wish, how you dream
you always wake up in tears, cause you know its coming