the little voice

you know that feeling...
when the silence creeps up your spine and engulfs your mind...
your deepest, the darkest comes to light
there is no where to hide because there is no where the light doesn't reach
things slowly sink in and you feel you've walked a thousand footsteps
pacing back and forth, wearing in the soles
for a second you think to make a run for it
but in that second, your feet weigh a hundred pounds
so there you stand, blinded by the darkness
how is it so, you could have sworn
sworn you banish these thoughts and feelings to never ever land
but no, there it stands, staring at you
every move you make, it follows
puzzled, you then realize
it has been you all along, your worst enemy, your biggest fear
then yor close your eyes, clench your fist
say a prayer and hope to wake up from the nightmare
but no matter how you wish, how you dream
you always wake up in tears, cause you know its coming