Katy Perry - Firework

TY KATY PERRY, JUST THE SONG I WAS LOOKING FOR!!!

READY?

you can't live in the past because it's already been lived
wake yourself up and open your eyes
stop feeling sorry for yourself
do something to make your life better
easier said then done? sure!
STOP FEARING, take some risk
FALL ON YOUR ASS, and get up!
who cares about who is watching
they don't matter, you matter most
BREAK OUT, START LIVING for once in your life
STOP WASTING THIS LIFE!
BE GREAT, even if it's only being you.
BE GREAT AT BEING YOU!
the first step to take is to LOVE YOURSELF...





I LOVE THIS SONG...
BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF! hahaha
I wish music could pump confidence into people, i'd feed you music all daY!

alive but not living

searching...
searching for the right time...
the right things to say...
the right thing to do.
I've been lost lately.
Feeling empty inside.
Feeling dry.
Love Tank of E and not a pump in sight.
where this road leads, i have no clue.
roaming the far corners of the mind,
i find no answers to the questions that arise.
was it something i did, was it something i didn't do?
i'm just looking for some shelter, somewhere for my mind to rest
i wish we all could go back to a much simpler time
when nights were endless
and the morning sun was when we all knew it was a night to remember
when we would all put on our cutest outfits, slap some makeup on
and ride out to find the next victim
i don't know when that all changed
i can't blame time for it is something i can not stop
but when did our definition of fun change?
when did your plans not include me
and i no longer had the urge to find an adventure in you?
i don't think you realize how well i know you
time will pass and you will hope that it will all go back to that day
the day before you and i realized
realized that there is nothing left to save
but i can't tell you i will be there when you are ready
because i've always been ready
ready to accept the great, the bad
but it was that day when doubts became words
and words became actions
all i ever wanted for you was happiness
if you are happy now, then i am happy
but don't you ever dare tell me this was all to hide away
your actions translate into your words
and your actions are telling me you want to go,that this is happiness
it is great
trust me when i say i can walk away
i guess i'll see you...when i see you
i'll be on the road...don't wait up for me.
i gotta start living, living for me
when you are ready, i hope you will see
see the greatness in others have to give
to stop giving to constrict
but give to nourish, to breakout
breakout of that prison, your own hell

what more can i do?

What more can I do? What else can I say?

Your mind is made up, your foot is out the door.

I can feel my heart beating, but the life in me has died.

How could you doubt me, how could you forget?

When did I lead you to not trust me,
when did I abandon you in your time of need?

These questions roam my mind,
like sand across the desert land.

When I see your name,
no longer are the fond memories we once made.

My heart is blacken from the third degree burn,
sent by your very words.

Words that can not be taken back,
words that are now whispers in the wind.

They blow through my hair and ring in my ear.

The echo so strong,
haunting words possible of blowing out my ear.

In my recovery, how will you mend me?

A broken spirit, how to repair?

Is it in you, is it in me?

Where do we go now,
when is it time to give up and leave?

There are still unspoken thoughts,
open wounds, waterfalls of tears.

A place we do not want to revisit,
but we both know we'll be back down that road.

Do we play dumb, do we plug our ears and sing "lah lah lah?"

What more can I do, what more can I say?

I know I'll always love you,
but I can't keep going on hurting this way...

THE DOWNTOWN FICTION - I Just Wanna Run (Official Music Video)

I just wanna run, hide it away...

"like a game of chess, I predict your moves. I think I know you better, better than you do! I'm sick of feeling cheap, cheated and abused...sick of losing sleep...thinking about you"

Happy Birthday Babe!

Yup yup, ANT'S 25 TODAY! What an old man? baha Not really! I love when his birthday rolls around...it reminds me of the nights when we first started to hangout! ^_^ Though we are not innocent like little teenagers, our beginning was very innocent! BAHAHA I WATER BALLOON BOMBED his ass on his own birthday three years ago!!!  HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANH! I hope it's one to remember! :D I am so blessed!

a headless horseWoman!

So...it's OCTOBER! Not only is it one of my favorite months of the year...it's also one of the busiest! MIDTERMS, BIRTHDAYS, HALLOWEEN! Talk about stress...stress...stress...but there's so much fun too! haha This year...the girls and I have an added BONUS! ONE REPUBLIC and MAROON 5 BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's gonna be so much freaking fun! But while it will be fun...it will also be stressful because I gotta get my butt back into town to make sure my babe has an AWESOME 25th BIRTHDAY! As always, I hope the turn out goes well. Ant and I are so thankful for the great circle of friends we do have that don't mind taking some time out of their life to spend time with us. SERIOUSLY...THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH! From the bottom of our hearts...we REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE you guys!!! I can't wait...but before I can go play...I have quite the load! Along with tests and assignments...I have a research paper due next tuesday...that I haven't started on! :O MAJOR FREAK OUT! But I gotta turn something in...I just have to keep pushing...because well...I've come too far to freaking quit now! lol Though I am puzzled about my future in Mass Comm....I have to start getting my mindset to be ready to embrace my major. We'll see how this all goes...awehaf ne;oh rtnatuh aoiwr 39tuj4 ajoirje SCATTER BRAIN!

Neon Trees - Animal

I love the way this song makes me feel...just wanna get up n jump around! ^_^
WO-OH..I WANT SOME MORE! WO-OH WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR???