boo to this semester...

You think after all these years in school I'd get use to the pressure of a hard class every once in a while. HELL NO! I don't know if I got sick from this weekend with all the heat and body funk going around in the club or that I got so stressed out from school that I feel like poop. Either way, I feel like CRAP! My sinuses have flared up, chest congestion, runny nose...bleh...I am just down with the sickness right now. I don't have the flu but physically and mentally I am so tired and stressed...and yes, it's only the second week of school. *sigh* So yea, I am about to skip my first class. I have this HUGE BREAK (2hrs) so I think I am gonna take a sick day. Am I happy about it...no not really cause I feel disappointed in myself, but my body is begging me to get the hell out of here. 2 more days til Sat. I don't think I've counted weekdays so closely before til this semester. If I make it out alive...the hard part will be over...seriously...this is the ONE CORE CLASS all majors cringe about in my department. So yea, I'm trying  to be strong and persevere but some days, like today...I just don't have the strength. Like who makes you show proof of having a book just to turn something in! 2 case readings for the weekend, on top of other assignments. Goodbye weekend, goodbye insanity. I'll see you guys in the spring. :'( I know it's too late to rethink my major, but the insecurities are setting in...